Case of Kundalini Affecting Ejaculation
This article is reprinted with
the author's permission from the Kundalini
mail list where it appeared originally as
a letter on January 30, 2000. We have withheld
his name at his request. Someone had previously
would be interested to hear from list members
who have had irritation, excess secretions, swelling,
cysts or abcesses or any other factor that has
made them aware of the Bartholin's or Cowper's
glands or their general location.
author replied as follows:
was going to send you this off-list, but changed
my mind as I realised that there may be list members
in the same predicament. I would appreciate it
greatly if you send as much information as you
can on this matter.
I have suffered from discomfort and pain in the
area of the Cowper's glands for around eight years
now. To give a brief history:
turned thirty-four last month. Going back eight
years (I think), I began to suffer from minor
discomforts in my scrotum. These discomforts were
a feeling that there was a lot of activity in
that area. At the same time my urine was very
cloudy and often of a milky-white colour for considerable
periods. As time went by the discomforts increased,
eventually including a feeling of pressure, and
the volume of the content of my ejaculations increased
considerably. I also began to suffer from discharges
which were mainly of a transparent colour and
slightly viscous. The viscosity gradually increased
until the fluid was jelly-like and white or clear
in colour. Also as time went by, the discomfort
turned into pain, particularly over the last four
or five years.
this pain would be feelings of isolation, a feeling
of being 'strange', blackness, severe panic attacks,
and difficulty socializing or being spontaneous
with other people. Also there was the feeling
that my personality was shrinking. At other times
the feeling was that my complete personality,
the sense of who I am, was being pulled down into
the pain and into the area where the pain was
occurring. I remember an experience occurring
about a year and a half ago the pain was
so intense one morning and my 'personality' had
been 'pulled' into it, but my 'spirit' seemed
to rise above it it was like I had ascended
above the physicality of the pain and was free
from any direct experiences with it. Most of the
time however my life was hell.
would say that in the first four years, I went
to numerous GPs, different consultants, three
different hospitals, and had all the medical examinations
and tests possible, and all the time I got a clean
bill of health. It's funny that during most of
these visits to hospitals, the symptoms would
not be there I used to think this strange.
I also went to see a homeopath, had sessions with
an acupuncturist, and later with a spiritual healer,
and I began to see a psychoanalyst. But there
was very little improvement if any. This was all
before I knew what 'Kundalini' was or is, and
that happened about twenty-one months ago during
a visit to a bioenergy healer.
told me that I was going through a Kundalini awakening
and that my symptoms were entirely Kundalini-related.
Since that visit my life has changed considerably.
I began to have numerous psychic experiences,
a lot of which were 'alchemical' in nature, experiences
of increased awareness, and experiences of warm
'sun-shiney' energy in different parts of my body.
I have also taken up Tai Chi, meditation, had
three initiations as a healer, and have changed
my lifestyle and the type of food I eat. It's
remarkable how much can happen in twenty-one months.
the pain and discomforts aren't as bad. Recently
I have been feeling a lot of energy emanating
up through my body from a specific area in that
part of my body. I have had the feeling since
the very beginning that all these symptoms had
something to do with the Cowper's glands. The
name of those particular glands has stuck in my
mind since school biology classes eighteen years
ago; however I have done very little research
hope this helps with your enquiry. I also hope
that other people who are going through similar
experiences will feel less isolated.
2000 by the author
The author is a 34-year-old male
who lives in Dublin, Ireland. He is aware a lot
of the time that he is on a spiritual journey, and
he longs to return home.
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